Deal.

Her: If you are doing this to scare me, please stop. Please don’t. Because I’m already scared. Am always scared. We broke up before  over the same thing of having a new girl. Please stop. It’s unbearable. </3

Him: Sorry. Okay, I’ll stop. It’s not to scare you. I know I wouldn’t get what I’ve been longing that way.

Her: Will respect your resolution. Respect you, her and the “us” of the both of you. Won’t call her slut, douche bag or something else because she can give it all the way for you. Also, won’t consider myself holy and divine over her.

There’s nothing wrong of being honest. I’d rather be hurt than to believe on those sweet lies. We must go to the person who can satisfy us and not to the person whom we are not satisfied with.

GOD’S PLAN IN FINDING YOUR MATE

Lord, I am about to be ready to commit myself to someone I fell in love with. Could I take him now? I have prayed for him for quite a time now.

But the Lord answered. No, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled and content with being loved by me alone. You need to give yourself totally unreserved to me because in me your satisfaction is to be found. And when you learn to commit yourself to me alone then, only then is the right time for you to be capable of perfect human relationship that I have planned for you long you thought at it.

You will never be united with another until you are united with me. You will never learn to speak and understand the true language of love until you hear me speak it. You will never learn how it is to love and be loved until you feel the tender touch of my LOVE.

I want you to stop planning. Stop wishing and allow me to step in and
give you the most surprising and exciting plan that you can imagine.
You are my child. I want you to have the best. Please allow me to bring it to you. Fix your eyes on me and expect the greatest things as you watch.

Keep experiencing the satisfaction that I AM. Learn all the things I
tell you and be patient. Just wait. Don’t be anxious. Do not worry.
Don’t look around and feel at the things others may have got. Yours
will be different because I LOVE YOU.

Don’t look at things you think you want. They may not be the things I
want for you. Look up straight at me because you might miss what I want to show you. And then, when you’re ready. I’ll surprise you with a lover far more wonderful than what you would ever dream of. But I won’t let you have it until you are ready and the one I prepared for you is ready, until you are both satisfied exclusively with me and the LIFE I have prepared for you.

Memoirs

This slideshow requires JavaScript.

Not all nor some not even few but selected.

Typical Day

This slideshow requires JavaScript.

Valentines Day for me is a typical day. A typical to all of us to celebrate. Before, we really don’t use to celebrate valentines day. It’s just a normal day for me and my parents. But it goes totally opposite after the incident that my father vomits at Taboan, Matina Town Square. And so, this is how we celebrated a typical day though my father is not around this time. My boyfriend came to visit at our house for us to celebrate Valentines day. He brought chocolate cake and a huge love letter card. It was late afternoon when my mom look for him, because she already expected him to be at home before she came home from work. I told them that he’s already coming and bought a cake. He texted me surprisingly that he’s is already outside the house. I help him carry his stuffs, greeted each other a “happy valentines day”, ate the cake, had dinner with us, mom took a picture of us, my cousin came with her sone; and my mom introduced him to her, finish the huge card (yeah, he show it off to me unfinished) etcera. I’m indeed tired to death now. I’m not feeling weel. So, ciao for now!

Fall in love with someone thats exact with my opposite.

Say goodnight our first goodbye
Tonight, don’t leave me alone
Stay with me, baby stay with me
I’ve only got forever and forever is fine

We’ll stop the clock together
And know that the timing was right
Walk with me, come and walk with me
To the edge of all we’ve ever known

All of these guards
they stand tall and defensive
Putting up walls around
what was once innocent
It won’t let me in
but I’m stronger than that
Cuz you stole my eyes
and I’ll never look back

We just have the clock to beat
and a hand to choose
Don’t ever leave me alone (me alone)
When days were long, and the world was small
You stood by has it fell apart
Separate rooms and broken hearts
The moon above you and the streets below
Don’t run away….

I’m comin’ down
To where you’re standing
It’s a long way down
Just fall into place
and you’ll fall into me
We’ll make it out you’ll see
Just Stay with me,
baby stay with me.

It’s hard to love again
When the only way it’s been,
When the only love you knew
Just walked away.

Two years of having you
As being a friend and a lover
When the time comes
Baby, just kiss me slowly

 

note: Click photo to view on its large size.

On bended knee

 

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I’m down on bended knee

Dear May,

Mahina ang loob mo lalo na kapag naiinis ako. Napakasensitibo mo talaga. Nagtatampo pa din ako kapag di mo ko kinakausap agad-agad. Ginagawan ko naman ng paraan parati para di na lumala yung sitwasyon e. Sadyang, maldita lang talaga ako. Gusto ko tayo palagi—-may ako at ikaw, ikaw at ako. Pero malabo na, ayoko na. ‘Di dahil hindi na kita mahal, pero awang-awa na ako sayo. Pakiramdam ko, kulang pa din, di pa sapat. Parati nalang kitang nasasaktan.

Sana lang, wag ka ng mag-isip ng mga bagay na hindi naman totoo at wag mo na sanang isipin na di kita naiintindihan kasi nasasaktan lang ako lalo .

Love,
September.

Beautiful soul.

I don’t want another pretty face
I don’t want just anyone to hold
I don’t want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You’re the one I wanna chase
You’re the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I’d be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you’ll see the heart in me

Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I’ll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don’t wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

I don’t want another pretty face
I don’t want just anyone to hold
I don’t want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You’re the one I wanna chase
You’re the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

You beautiful soul, yeah.

I want you to know that..

I want you to know that…

I love you, Your world is my world, my fight is your fight, my breath is your breath.

I can fix up your broken heart, I can give you a brand new start.

You’re my angel sent from above.

I’ll buy you anything, I’ll buy you any ring.

For you I’d running a thousand miles, just get to where you are.

If you need me, I’ll come running for a thousand miles away.

I never let you go, not again…

I wish our hearts could come together as one.

I want you to… MARRY ME ♥

The Earth, The Sun, The Rain

 

When I was lost, I could not see
All the beauty and wonder, wrapping around me.
I was alone, dreaming of you
Oh I could not imagine this dream coming true.
So much joy now, in all that I touch
You make me feel everything so much.

Chorus

I will love you for the earth at my feet.
I will love you for the sun in the sky.
I will love you for the falling rain, oh oh oh oh
I will love you for the heart that could break.
I will love you for the dreams that we share.
I will love you for the falling rain, oh oh oh oh

Face in the wind, tears from my eyes
Baby, where have you been?
But I was, always, waiting for you. (oh baby)
To pull back the door.
To take me by the hand and lead me through.
This whole world was a stranger to me. (stranger to me)
Now you have opened my heart to everything.

(Repeat Chorus)

Spoken
Like a whisper in a dream,
you walk softly into my life
with love and sweet emotion
and as I gaze into your eyes
I see the beauty that God has created.
And I love you girl,
Now and Forever…

Repeat Chorus

Oh, yeah, baby…hey,hey,baby,nah nah nah
Repeat Chorus
Oh Oh Oh, baby, yeah